Struggle in Typhoon & Heavy Rain

Well, this year's first typhoon is coming today, when i lost my f**king job.

I'm walking in the heavy rain, wearing my totally wet clothes, feeling so bad & so lonely. Life seems hopeless and helpless these days, i'm tired of working hard but get less, but it's difficult to find a job you like or at least interested in, even after so many interviews.

I know it's my fault, i also know i should not desire so many things, i should appreciate i had a job to do when many fresh graduates unemployed, ha-ha--

It's just that, actully i don't what i wanna do and what i can do now, my brain is empty and heart is broken. i wish these hard times and bad mood quickly passed, then i wish i can find my happiness back...

Resignation and Out of work

Yeah, Isend in my resign papers and say goodbye to my boss, and immediately lost my job today.

I've been keeping busy these three years when left my campus life, haven't time to think other things except job, haven't time to have some fun, to read some books, to write some articles, even haven't time to fall in love with some one.

Then one day I feel so tired and start thinking my current life, I suddenly think my life, my job is so shucks & boring. when this feeling start, I will never stop, this feeling just grow up strong and stronger and keep torturing me. Is this what i really want? No! I answer to myself, it's going too far away my ideal, when i studied in high-school and university i never believe one day my life will comes like this, have nothing but just work like a machine.

I need some changes and i decide to resign. I don't know what I'm doing is right or not, I just did that, end my daily job, then wait my happiness or punishment, good things or bad things, whatever, all of them are changes,right?

Then maybe sleeping couple days, drinking bottles of beers, listening some pop musics, watching some porn or non-porn movies, masturbating several times, dreaming some normal or weird dreams, traveling some beautiful or ugly places, and weeks later, searching for another god damned f**king job to earn some money and continuing crap life everyday....

KC: Mature Man's Immature

成熟男人的不成熟——凯文·科斯特纳
1, Kevin Costner's wonderful movies...



2, My idol KC....




3, Naked body of Kevin Costner



4, Special: Kevin Costner bulge... 特别：凯文硬了……



5, Kevin Costner among the girls 风流才子
What r they looking at? why loughing? Is he hard? Really!



6, Kevin Costner naked in "Mr.Brooks" 偶像老矣，尚能饭否？
In "Mr.Brooks" :Kevin Costner: idol dose not strong enough any more, look at that old musles on his back...


and that two drooping breasts and one plump crotch..