Lost in Heroes when unemployed

I'm still unemployed, so I stay at home, watching Heroes season 1, total 23 episodes in two days.And now finish watching it, it's 23:30, deep night.

Actually I bought Lost season3 and Heroes the same time weeks ago, of course I watched Lost first, Lost has two discs, and when watched half of it, the disc didn't work anymore, my notebook walkout...the start couple episodes of this tv show didn't attract me, so angry and upset...and I hadn't many time to watch them when I'm not resignation, so I just put these two tv-series in the corner and many dusts on them weeks past...

when I was boring and couldn't find something to do yesterday, notebook works and read Heroes discs normal in two days, I watched it and then couldn't stop watching after watched 5 episodes...Hero stories become more and more attractive, although overact many times. Now when finish wacthing Heroes, I haven't other shows to watch, and need wait a year or longer to watch season 2, too long...

Then I think it's maybe destiny too, the god may desen't want me lost, you know, I resign but can't find another job for monthes, the god may want me to be a hero, to try more to get a better job, instead of staying at home doing nothing everyday, lol...

When season one ends, Peter and Nathan fly to sky and explode, are they die?...Slyar escapes form drain, just some blood left...Matt was shot, don't know die or not. and how about his unborn baby? did he or she have superpower too? and the little girl Molly who can trace anyone, will she be a key role?...Hiro goes to ancientry, what's the genesis? etc...
so the episode 2 will be brilliant!

其实几个月前就买了“迷失第三季”和“英雄第一季”的碟片，迷失看到一般我的电脑就读不出来碟片内容了，正看到劲头上，非常恼怒和沮丧。而英雄前几集内容并没有吸引我，所以两部剧集的叠碟片就一直放在那里没看，已经落满灰尘。

现在无所事事失业在窝里，非常无聊，索性开始看英雄，耐着性子看完5集后就丢不下了，故事越来越精彩，虽然很多地方编剧太夸张，但并不影响观赏。

英雄第一季结束的最后一集：peter和Nathan飞到空中爆炸，他们牺牲了？Slyar从下水道逃走？现场只留下一堆血迹。Matt被击中3枪，他会死吗？他未出世的孩子会有超能力吗？被当作追踪器的小女孩Molly会有何发展？日本人Hiro回到1600年代武士道盛行的日本，将揭开故事的起源？……
这一连串的悬念，让第二季多了很多让人期待的地方，只是……要我们等的时间太长啦……

Struggle in Typhoon & Heavy Rain

Well, this year's first typhoon is coming today, when i lost my f**king job.

I'm walking in the heavy rain, wearing my totally wet clothes, feeling so bad & so lonely. Life seems hopeless and helpless these days, i'm tired of working hard but get less, but it's difficult to find a job you like or at least interested in, even after so many interviews.

I know it's my fault, i also know i should not desire so many things, i should appreciate i had a job to do when many fresh graduates unemployed, ha-ha--

It's just that, actully i don't what i wanna do and what i can do now, my brain is empty and heart is broken. i wish these hard times and bad mood quickly passed, then i wish i can find my happiness back...

Resignation and Out of work

Yeah, Isend in my resign papers and say goodbye to my boss, and immediately lost my job today.

I've been keeping busy these three years when left my campus life, haven't time to think other things except job, haven't time to have some fun, to read some books, to write some articles, even haven't time to fall in love with some one.

Then one day I feel so tired and start thinking my current life, I suddenly think my life, my job is so shucks & boring. when this feeling start, I will never stop, this feeling just grow up strong and stronger and keep torturing me. Is this what i really want? No! I answer to myself, it's going too far away my ideal, when i studied in high-school and university i never believe one day my life will comes like this, have nothing but just work like a machine.

I need some changes and i decide to resign. I don't know what I'm doing is right or not, I just did that, end my daily job, then wait my happiness or punishment, good things or bad things, whatever, all of them are changes,right?

Then maybe sleeping couple days, drinking bottles of beers, listening some pop musics, watching some porn or non-porn movies, masturbating several times, dreaming some normal or weird dreams, traveling some beautiful or ugly places, and weeks later, searching for another god damned f**king job to earn some money and continuing crap life everyday....

Damned Shenzhen's Traffic

糟糕到极点的深圳交通
早上7：30起床，走一站到始发站，排了N长的队伍，等到第三辆才有座位，始发站的车开动时，车上过道中已经是人头颤动。到第二站，也就是我住的地方，便是人满为患，车门一开，一分钟不到，车上的过道已经水泄不通。前门上车处，半平米不到，挤了五六个人，车门自然无法再关闭。后面坐着的抱怨着不该开门，过道站着的催促赶紧开车，门口挤着的喉着里面那么空，车外推嚷着的骂着还可以上几个，司机叫着后面还有车让门口的下去好关门启动，真是热闹啊，每天早上都是同样的一幕，人间百态就在眼前激情上演。

不过也就罢了，好歹还可以上车吧，纵然大热天跟男的女的背贴着背胸挨着胸汗渗透着汗，总不至于上班迟到被挨批还被罚钱吧。然而哪有那么简单。

这不，今天只开到第三站，就又塞车了。一塞半个小时，到8：00了，“开门开门”，几个人担心迟到吼着要下车，需要走到下一个路口坐车。又五分钟，仍然塞着，“下车下车”，又几个人叫着，于是车门再次开启，又走掉几个。再三分钟，车仍然没有挪动的迹象，哈哈，几个没有耐心的人，让司机不得不再次开关车门。再二十分钟，对不起，前面的车龙还是一动不动，国骂开始批量涌现，交通部门领导首当其冲，家中老小被众人问候多遍。再几分钟，终于，车开动了，可惜，二十米不到，不得不再次停下，又十分钟没动静，车上开始骚动了，这次被问候的是路边的各种车辆的司机，也难怪，乱抢道、乱超车、乱见缝插针，乱互不相让，造成了每一次的塞车。同时被问候的，是交警，这时候人们口中的交警，简直就是世上最无能最低等最弱质的猪狗不如的人中之渣。

这一轮过后的故事，我一般就没经历过了，一般到这个阶段，我也随主流民意不得不下车奔向另一个路口打昂贵的的士去了，因为时间离迟到已不远，只能求的士快马加鞭，畅通无阻赶到公司。

而事情远远没有这么简单，郁闷的是，在下车走了两站后到的士乘车点，伸长脖子翘首以盼，一辆的士由远及近，又由近及远，接着第二辆、第三辆……接连十几辆、三十几辆……哈哈，意志再坚强，这时候也该绝望和放弃了，每一辆的士，都毫无例外的坐着先入为主的乘客，哪有我们的份儿哦？！

于是，再走两个站点，换个路口等另一路公交车，同样的，世界上没有那么顺利的事儿！过去十几辆，不是开往公司的方向；开往公司方向的，要么就干脆不停甚至不靠站就扬长而去，要么停下来被前面的人挤满没有我的份，见缝插针的缝都没有。继续等，终于又来一辆，跟公司一个方向但是离公司相差甚远，还是挤了上去，跟车上已经很挤的男的女的背贴着背胸挨着胸汗渗透着汗，经过了五站，离公司近了，赶紧下车，这站不下车，下站就离公司南辕北辙了。

下了车，又是十几分钟的等待，盼星星盼月亮，等来了可以到达公司的巴士，赶紧预测巴士会停靠的位置，然后找准巴士停车开门的时机，一跃而上，又是一轮男的女的背贴着背胸挨着胸汗渗透着汗，终于，二十分钟之后，到达公司！！！这时候，可能快要到崩溃得边缘，我居然还能笑出来，不是滋味的那种笑。

上楼，进办公室，一轮同事异样的目光扫来，又一道老板严厉的目光扫来，等待我的，不用讲……

就这样，今早，起个大早，赶个晚集，迟到了两个多小时……

！！！